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(It's not hard to dream)

12721 <3 [06 Dec 2009|04:04pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Is it sad that I'm still crying over Na-Sho-Pa's closing?
I'm aware I haven't been there since summer 2004. But I spent 6 summers of my life there. I would not know my summer sisters, the boys, or Bean if it weren't for camp. I wouldn't have the most ridiculous stories of my life. I would have never experienced Rachel calling 911. I would never know how to sneak out of my bunk in the middle of the night. I wouldn't know how to get kicked out of the boys bunks on a daily basis. I would have never been part of a sit-in protest. I would never have eaten cheese fries with gravy (something that no person should ever be deprived of) . I would never have played "Count the Roadkill" (I guess that's a game we could have lived without). I wouldn't be me if it weren't for that place. The only tangible thing I have from the physical camp is that aluminum sign advertising delicious peanuts, fresh roasted, 5 cents ... courtesy of a quite illegal scavenger hunt that took place end of our last summer there. Oh, and endless canteen tickets. Where else can you get a Mr. Incredible Cone for a mere 60 cents? Or those stupid Ottor Pops for 30? (Little Orphan Orange ... great names for those flavors. And cancer. Lots of cancer.) I haven't looked at my scrapbooks, because I break out in tears whenever I think of camp's closing. I was really looking forward to actually going to my first ever legends day as a legend, since this will be my first summer home in awhile to do it, and I wasn't really legend status my first two summers out of camp, I think you need more time.
Maybe we will all have our own legends day this summer ....

(1 konstantine | It's not hard to dream)

since when do I get sunburnt?! [08 Jun 2009|11:20am]
 My face is so swollen. One day I'll learn to use sunscreen. Except probably not ...

(1 konstantine | It's not hard to dream)

[21 Mar 2009|09:31am]
 We accept the love we think we deserve.

(1 konstantine | It's not hard to dream)

[29 Dec 2008|07:22am]
There was a certain rudeness to that, even if it wasn't implied.

Over it.

(1 konstantine | It's not hard to dream)

[14 Dec 2008|01:07pm]
I think it's a little silly that the hawkcard site doesn't take visa anymore, seeing as nearly every student here has a visa card due to all of us using the Bank of America on campus.

Silly, silly school we all go to.

I wonder if the back of N is still blocked off.

(2 konstantines | It's not hard to dream)

[21 Oct 2008|04:34pm]
I wish I knew what I wanted the outcome to be ...

(It's not hard to dream)

my heart is still pounding .... [08 Oct 2008|07:23am]
I just walked into my room from washing my face & whatnot, and my blinds started billowing, snapped up & my fan busted out of my window into my room (& broke a little)
Scariest thing just about ... ever.

(It's not hard to dream)

seniority? what's that? [04 Sep 2008|10:30am]
So since I have a pretty awesome view of N-lot from my window, I can see that there's only about ... 5 free spots that I can see. Sure, I can't see around to rape-lot, but I am pretty confident that it's packed.
This is bull.
If you add up how much I've paid over 4 years, I have given this school $1,880 for parking. So why is it that today/tonight when I move my car for student teaching & work, I will likely have to park in C lot, where I parked as a frosh? Not to mention all the time that I will waste driving up and down all the rows in N lot, then D lot, then C.
It's going to suck for student teaching. And working, due to my jobs both Thursday evenings and Friday afternoons. Not to mention any other misc. babysitting jobs I pick up or other hours at the JCC.
Ridiculous.

(btw, this entry was written at 10:30 but I had to abruptly stop it due to being late for a meeting I forgot about, and now looking outside I don't even see those 5 spots. And I bet rape-lot is still fairly packed.)

(3 konstantines | It's not hard to dream)

geezer? [13 Jun 2008|08:34pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I yelled at some high schoolers today. Seniors to be exact. I called them kids. I'm officially old. *cries*

(1 konstantine | It's not hard to dream)

Dumbo [25 May 2008|01:27am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

So my car has been really good recently (minus that whole alignment problem, but that's the fault of UHA's speed bumps). Like I haven't had a problem with Dumbo since last summer.
Recently my car has been having some acceleration problems, but I just assumed it had to do with the alignment, which was fixed friday. Tonight, on the way back from Boston, my engine light came back on.
After so freakin' long, my car turns against me, yet again. I told my dad I'm not even getting it fixed. I'm not putting any more money into this stupid car. I thought we were friends again, but clearly not.

(It's not hard to dream)

haunted [04 May 2008|09:35am]
He was in my dream again last night. When will this stop? I can only handle this so much longer ...

(It's not hard to dream)

dying? [03 Mar 2008|07:49pm]
I can't cough, because it hurts. And I can't breathe, because it burns so bad that I start coughing. Oh, and sneezing hurts too. And cough drops? Don't soothe, they burn.

So pretty much all the things I need to do now hurt more than help. But the breathing part isn't optional, so it starts the chain reaction.

This blows.

(1 konstantine | It's not hard to dream)

oh snap. (my 2nd graders say that too, and i think it's funny) [25 Feb 2008|07:17am]
That's some crazy stuff. And just proves karma exists. And that it works both ways, because I had been saying some not-so-nice stuff recently.
Thanks Tobias, but it was way too early in the morning to be freaked out like that, haha (I just woke up & I was reading it & I'm like "uhhh ... so what?" cuz I had no idea who the article was about ... nor could I see too well)

edit: is it bad if I still potentially (or probably, rather) hate someone who almost died?

(1 konstantine | It's not hard to dream)

Ugh. [24 Feb 2008|11:24am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

It's not fair.

(It's not hard to dream)

big girl? [17 Feb 2008|01:22pm]
Jesse: How old are you?
Me: 20 and 3/4
Seth: This is how you know she works with kids


Yeah.
Good weekend. Minus one part. Not really sure what's going on. The end.

(It's not hard to dream)

sometimes, I think I am 5 years old. [06 Feb 2008|09:39pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I was just looking through Kerry's pictures. She's in Ireland for the semester, but went on a trip to London. She took a picture of the plate whatever in front of the Peter Pan statue. It was placed there on my birthday. Okay, my birthday in 1912, but my birthday nonetheless.
I was just destined to love Peter Pan.

And that is why I cannot wait 36 days until I leave for London. Nor can I wait the 40 minutes I have left until Rebecca, Elsa, and I go to the airport to get ... a surprise.

(It's not hard to dream)

oops. [23 Jan 2008|04:53pm]
Edit on my last entry:

I absolutely love this lady.

(It's not hard to dream)

[22 Jan 2008|06:59pm]
I'm re-thinking taking 2 classes with the same professor, when we had the choice of (the same) two for both of them. This lady (I think it's a lady?) sounds scary.
I blame Jen. This was her idea.
And the Reading Room is flooded (how did that manage to happen?) so we don't have class there 'til further noticed. Good thing is that the SRR isn't well insulated, so it'll be good.

(It's not hard to dream)

*yawn* [18 Jan 2008|02:08am]
Life is boring when everyone else is asleep & I'm still awake.
I blame Miriam for going to school in Cali so I need to wait 'til 3AM so it's midnight her time & she has time to call me.

2 months 'til Europe. With Miriam. And Barb. And Jenna. And Max.
Yay.

(4 konstantines | It's not hard to dream)

how quickly does hair grow? [23 Nov 2007|02:48pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Apparently, "I don't want to cut off much" means 5 or so inches?
I'm really doing everything I can not to cry.
It's actually pretty pathetic.

I want my long hair back. Now.

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